I would tell myself that you can’t be and never will be perfect but you can damn well try your hardest to be. I wouldn’t save myself from that horrible heartbreak because its molded me and matured me into who I am right now. I’d tell myself that that guy’s is not your husband, and neither is that one, or that one, orrrrr that one. Ha. Even though you swore they were. I would tell myself to get my ass out of bed and go to class. Even though I was in a major I didn’t want to be in at the time and my classes started at 7 am. I would tell myself to push even when I’ve done all I can. Just push harder. I’d tell myself that not every friend you come across is not meant to be there with you forever. I’d also tell myself to love harder. Yes harder than I was already. Because in this life, you need to cherish what you have while you have it because it won’t be there for long . Most of it, anyway. I’d tell myself to focus less on what I thought about and focus more on processing those thoughts outwardly with no regret and no hesitation because who knows where I could/would have been 5 years later, right now. I’d tell myself to be more accepting to change, then maybe at this point in my life now, I wouldn’t still struggle with it as much. I’d tell myself to embrace the inconsistency because there’s really no avoiding it. Its apart of life itself. Change is the only constant.. what would you say to yourself 5 years ago?
whitty lianne 