People tell you these great and sweet things, probably things they know you want to hear but have you ever thought that if what they tell you is the polar opposite of what really goes on? Like someone who can lie to you so well and you believe them with everything you have only to find out that nothing that left their lips were truths. Its a heart shattering feeling. To think of all the trust you let them have and all the confidence you had in them only to have that obliterated in a matter of milliseconds. It boggles my mind how a person can comfortably betray and lie to someone who gives them so much of themselves. How could they possibly live knowing that someone trusts them so much and still knowingly and willingly do something they know will break them? How is that even human? Maybe its because I am the way I am. If I know someone trusts me with all their heart, why would I completely disrespect that? Why would I break their hearts knowing that what I’m doing will tear them apart inside and result in me losing them probably forever? Would you want it to be done to you? How would it feel if the tables were turned and you were the one left betrayed and broken? I always, always, always live by the “put yourself in their shoes” saying. What if what you are doing to them, they did to you??? Would that not hurt you? Would it not break you down, break you apart? Hurt you so much you become nothing but a numb outer shell surrounding a mass of hurt… How would you feel?
Disclaimer: this has nothing to do with anything I’m currently experiencing. Old feelings rise up and writing is a good way of releasing them. And this is what this is.
✌ Just enjoy & be easy.
whitty lianne 