I wont go into detail;
But I think I finally know how it feels to be disappointed when you expect things out of people and when you don’t get it, you’re so hurt/disappointed because YOU KNOW the same thing you expect from them, you’d be more than willing to give in return. I probably shouldn’t be this bothered by it because I’ve never really been someone to depend on or expect ANYTHING from people but I find that I’m in a stage in my life right now where the support and encouragement from the people closest to me (& even those not so close) really really helps and matters. But I find myself let down in a sense because…”I know I would be there for you…” so why wouldn’t you do the same for me?